Is he missing me and looking at my pictures and pictures of us, when will he reach out?

You're carrying that quiet, aching question, aren't you? The one you're almost afraid to ask out loud because the answer might hurt. When someone hesitates or shows uncertainty about a wedding — especially a second one — it can mean so many things. Sometimes it's about the wedding itself: the pressure, the expense, the eyes on you both. Sometimes it's about what a ceremony would represent: a fresh start, and whether he truly believes in that fresh start the way you do. But here's the harder truth: his actions and energy will tell you more than his words. Does he enthusiastically make plans with you, or does he change the subject? Does he talk about your future together in concrete ways, or stay vague? You deserve someone who wants to celebrate you without being dragged to the altar. Don't settle for convincing him. Let his follow-through — or lack of it — show you what you already sense deep down.

You're carrying that quiet, aching question, aren't you? The one you're almost afraid to ask out loud because the answer might hurt. When someone hesitates or shows uncertainty about a wedding — especially a second one — it can mean so many things. Sometimes it's about the wedding itself: the pressure, the expense, the eyes on you both. Sometimes it's about what a ceremony would represent: a fresh start, and whether he truly believes in that fresh start the way you do. But here's the harder truth: his actions and energy will tell you more than his words. Does he enthusiastically make plans with you, or does he change the subject? Does he talk about your future together in concrete ways, or stay vague? You deserve someone who wants to celebrate you without being dragged to the altar. Don't settle for convincing him. Let his follow-through — or lack of it — show you what you already sense deep down.

You handled the GM situation exactly right. Keeping a confidence isn't betrayal of the group; it's basic integrity. Your coworkers' anger came from being caught off-guard, not from you doing something wrong. You were right: if you'd passed along every quitting threat that never materialized, you'd have cried wolf and lost all credibility. You chose discretion over gossip, and that's rare. What matters now is the pattern. Trust is being withheld from you in return. You're being kept in the dark about your own promotion, denied computer access, dragged along. That's not a culture that respects you back. You kept someone else's secret; they won't give you a straight answer about your own future. Andy stepping up more consistently, kissing back, showing up, keeping his word from the graveside conversation -- that's a relational shift you can observe and enjoy without overanalyzing. Let the pattern build before you assign it meaning. Actions repeated over time are what count, not isolated moments. On the work front: stop waiting for them to decide for you. Ask directly for a timeline on the promotion decision. If they deflect or stall, you have your answer without them having to say no. You don't have to quit, but you do have to stop being the one who keeps everyone else's secrets while nobody keeps yours.

You handled the GM situation exactly right. Keeping a confidence isn't betrayal of the group; it's basic integrity. Your coworkers' anger came from being caught off-guard, not from you doing something wrong. You were right: if you'd passed along every quitting threat that never materialized, you'd have cried wolf and lost all credibility. You chose discretion over gossip, and that's rare. What matters now is the pattern. Trust is being withheld from you in return. You're being kept in the dark about your own promotion, denied computer access, dragged along. That's not a culture that respects you back. You kept someone else's secret; they won't give you a straight answer about your own future. Andy stepping up more consistently, kissing back, showing up, keeping his word from the graveside conversation -- that's a relational shift you can observe and enjoy without overanalyzing. Let the pattern build before you assign it meaning. Actions repeated over time are what count, not isolated moments. On the work front: stop waiting for them to decide for you. Ask directly for a timeline on the promotion decision. If they deflect or stall, you have your answer without them having to say no. You don't have to quit, but you do have to stop being the one who keeps everyone else's secrets while nobody keeps yours.

You dated this guy for a year. You know how he operates. And here's what you described: he called you (rare), messaged twice (rare), said "I love you," gave an unprompted compliment, got protective when another man looked at you, held your hand, and laughed with you like the old days. Sounds like hope, right? I get why you'd think that. But here's the part you don't want to hear. None of this tells you he wants to get back together. It tells you he enjoyed the night. It tells you he felt comfortable. It tells you he might even miss you a little. That's not the same as him wanting to rebuild a relationship. The real question isn't "is he still in there?" You already know he is. The real question is whether he's willing to do the work to stay out. A year of dating and he gave you one compliment you didn't fish for. That's not a communication problem. That's him showing you who he is. One good night where he laughed and held your hand doesn't erase the year of pulling away. You're holding onto the version of him that came out for a few hours. The other version is the one you broke up with. Enjoy that memory. But don't build a future on a guy who only shows up when it's easy.

You dated this guy for a year. You know how he operates. And here's what you described: he called you (rare), messaged twice (rare), said "I love you," gave an unprompted compliment, got protective when another man looked at you, held your hand, and laughed with you like the old days. Sounds like hope, right? I get why you'd think that. But here's the part you don't want to hear. None of this tells you he wants to get back together. It tells you he enjoyed the night. It tells you he felt comfortable. It tells you he might even miss you a little. That's not the same as him wanting to rebuild a relationship. The real question isn't "is he still in there?" You already know he is. The real question is whether he's willing to do the work to stay out. A year of dating and he gave you one compliment you didn't fish for. That's not a communication problem. That's him showing you who he is. One good night where he laughed and held your hand doesn't erase the year of pulling away. You're holding onto the version of him that came out for a few hours. The other version is the one you broke up with. Enjoy that memory. But don't build a future on a guy who only shows up when it's easy.