What I'm sensing is you're closer to your own place than it feels right now — not years away, but months. The bigger obstacle isn't money or opportunity. It's that part of you still braced for something to fall through. That's the burnout talking, not the future. Your higher-ups do see the standard you're setting. Some respect it. Others feel exposed by it, and that's where the toxicity seeps in. You're being watched — just not all the watchers wish you well. Stay steady. The ones who matter are paying attention even when they're quiet. As for Wednesday: the drive itself will loosen something between you and Andy. Not a confrontation, not a confession — just a softening. Let the miles do the work. What needs to surface will.
What I'm sensing is you're closer to your own place than it feels right now — not years away, but months. The bigger obstacle isn't money or opportunity. It's that part of you still braced for something to fall through. That's the burnout talking, not the future. Your higher-ups do see the standard you're setting. Some respect it. Others feel exposed by it, and that's where the toxicity seeps in. You're being watched — just not all the watchers wish you well. Stay steady. The ones who matter are paying attention even when they're quiet. As for Wednesday: the drive itself will loosen something between you and Andy. Not a confrontation, not a confession — just a softening. Let the miles do the work. What needs to surface will.
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