No — this has weight, and not only because of him. In Vedic thought the Moon rules the mind and the memory, and it has a way of carrying whatever was felt but never spoken. That's the pull you're describing. But notice where it's pointing. Not so much at Ptah as at a place in you that woke up while he was around. A softness. A hope. A version of yourself you didn't know was there, and haven't quite known what to do with since. Rahu, the planet of longing, never really shows us other people. It shows us the shape of our own hunger. So the thing that hasn't been said may not be a conversation between the two of you. It may be one you owe yourself. You don't need his answer to set this down. Knots tend to loosen the moment we stop asking the other person to untie them. The stars are patient — they'll wait while you listen to your own voice first.
No — this has weight, and not only because of him. In Vedic thought the Moon rules the mind and the memory, and it has a way of carrying whatever was felt but never spoken. That's the pull you're describing. But notice where it's pointing. Not so much at Ptah as at a place in you that woke up while he was around. A softness. A hope. A version of yourself you didn't know was there, and haven't quite known what to do with since. Rahu, the planet of longing, never really shows us other people. It shows us the shape of our own hunger. So the thing that hasn't been said may not be a conversation between the two of you. It may be one you owe yourself. You don't need his answer to set this down. Knots tend to loosen the moment we stop asking the other person to untie them. The stars are patient — they'll wait while you listen to your own voice first.
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